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Melancholy
04:50
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im giving my best effort to stay afloat
with these lead weights hanging on my feet
pulling me down into my melancholy bliss
and yet ill stay in bed for weeks
i don't know if it's the truth or a mask
but whatever it is makes you smile
i want that for myself again
i want that for myself again
im a half used lighter collecting dust
on a shelf
i started a fire months ago that still
burns like hell
you're running out of matches and may
hurt yourself
and after will you find me again
please fucking find me again
ignorant of everything
i've ever tried to ever grasp
the alcohol is burning a hole
and i don't think ill ever come back
my family calls me stupid
and my friends all say im fucked
and i cannot say they're lying
but i can say im in stupid love
(hopeless - stranded - fucked up
coward - child - all that you want)
i don't know if im dying or im lying
but whatever it is makes you sad
i want to fix that again
i want to fix that again
im waiting by my phone for a frantic lonely call
but i know that ill be waiting for too fucking long
and that you don't intend on missing out in this
goddammit i cant not wait for you
goddammit i cant not wait for you
(if i cant be in your arms
then please put me in the ground
please kill me letting me know
you're at least happy safe and sound)
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Vagrancy Richmond, Virginia
a nervous trans girl that writes songs about feelings and politics but mostly about feelings.
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