A Song About Missing Someone

by Vagrancy

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	1.	Melancholy 04:50	lyrics	buy track
	im giving my best effort to stay afloat with these lead weights hanging on my feet pulling me down into my melancholy bliss and yet ill stay in bed for weeks i don't know if it's the truth or a mask but whatever it is makes you smile i want that for myself again i want that for myself again im a half used lighter collecting dust on a shelf i started a fire months ago that still burns like hell you're running out of matches and may hurt yourself and after will you find me again please fucking find me again ignorant of everything i've ever tried to ever grasp the alcohol is burning a hole and i don't think ill ever come back my family calls me stupid and my friends all say im fucked and i cannot say they're lying but i can say im in stupid love (hopeless - stranded - fucked up coward - child - all that you want) i don't know if im dying or im lying but whatever it is makes you sad i want to fix that again i want to fix that again im waiting by my phone for a frantic lonely call but i know that ill be waiting for too fucking long and that you don't intend on missing out in this goddammit i cant not wait for you goddammit i cant not wait for you (if i cant be in your arms then please put me in the ground please kill me letting me know you're at least happy safe and sound)

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i wrote this song pretty much on the spot, lyrics and music-wise. i recorded it in two days and posted it immediately for someone. this is a song written for/about that someone who means a lot to me and who has helped me get through a lot of bad shit and continues to do so. this is a sort of gift and apology to them for me ever fucking up or being less than they deserve.

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released June 3, 2014

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Vagrancy Richmond, Virginia

a nervous trans girl that writes songs about feelings and politics but mostly about feelings.

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