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the trees sit with anxious looks
it begins with an empty hook
a diagnosis won't save me
I've swallowed my heart, it'll set me free
my lungs are tangled, I'm feeling sick
and like the sun, they will constrict
i won't go outside, another cloudy day
a deer in the headlights, I won't feel okay
screaming in jeopardy of a lie i once told
im feeling bad, im feeling sorry
the question is always there, it's often sold
my thoughts for little to nothing
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Nameless
02:11
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The man who has fed the chicken
every day throughout its life
at last wrings its neck instead
how ironic is the thought
that i didn't try and stop it
i feel like a mutt, gnawing at your ankle
getting kicked and getting left to whine
these words taste bitter knowing its about you
get your name out of my mouth
get your name out of my mind
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Never Wanted
02:28
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the taste of winter air
reminiscing of a time when i wanted to die
i remember the sensation
of the melancholy of warm summer skies
my abasement remains so unsure
when all i never wanted was her
my amazement it stays insecure
when all i never wanted was her
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Black Letters
03:50
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i can count with a middle finger
all of the people who smash my heart
and with the pieces built somebody else
they expected not to fall apart
and with the pills and alcohol, I hope
that i will never come back down
a tenor we can publicly disclaim
brings my foot steps shadow bound
black letters on black paper
i've written her a hundred repressed letters
and hidden underneath the bedroom
is more than three fucking years of suppression
and with each selfish promise that i make
i carve a fucking dash into my thigh
sing a softer tune over your anger
over your manipulative cries
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Vagrancy Richmond, Virginia
a nervous trans girl that writes songs about feelings and politics but mostly about feelings.
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